With Torsten it’s been different from the start. Thank god.
]]>I realized that I was starting to try and “define the relationship” the other night also, which was so odd because I really don’t want it to have a definition yet. I like the way I feel when I am with him, but I am not at the point where I feel ready to be his girlfriend or to have the attached status. In spite of this fact, it is as if I have this little voice in my head telling me I need to know where this is going and I need to have a definition so I can control the situation and act appropriately.
My therapist told me I need to “be here, now”. Best advice ever.
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